So it has been a very long time since I have been in here. Busy summer and kind of actually forgot about this. But this last week made me remember this and figured I would try it again.
There have been a lot of changes this last week in my life. When it rains, it pours. And that is exactly what happened. Many things went wrong last week and there wasn't anyone to blame except me. It takes losing things to realize that you have messed up. From resigning my position, to losing a lot of money, to losing someone that would have done anything for me and I cared for more than anything.
I worried about money and what other people thought, more than what I really wanted. It's something I will regret for a long time. It took losing all that for me to realize what I have been doing wrong. Now all I can do is try to move forward and trust everything will work itself out. Try to change how I think and not listen to what other people say should happen. In the end, just take care of me and my happiness. If only I did it before, it would all still be here.
